Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Sober

Wow i didn't realize how gross i feel when i drink now :/
i guess staying sober was a good thing for me because i was out of control
well i have a lot of friends trying to take a little break from drinking after drinking almost everyday
it's not easy and i totally understand how you feel
it sucks that at 22 i got tired of alcohol!
haha but i guess it happens
i had to stay sober for me,
but i have a drink here and there now
and its not the same
i don't miss that yucky feeling of regret in the morning
so good luck guys :)
it will get easier, trust me i was the worst when it came to sobering up for a while
lol
but it will be fine

Friday, August 20, 2010

Falling down aint falling down...

they say it gets worse before it bets better
well im waiting....how much worse can it get??

sighh....
i feel like i've gotten lost..
and have lost all feelings towards everything
but i'm not gonna mope around here and act like
i'm ok
when i'm not
now its time for me to do something about this
because i'm not about to watch myself FAIL at life




FALLING DOWN AINT FALLING DOWN IF YOU DON'T CRY WHEN YOU HIT THE FLOOR....