the only thing on my mind is everything 23 brought me.
I got out of a rocky relationship at the beginning of the year,
i lost a lot of people i thought were friends,i lost myself for a while, and i realized
that the more you try to trust people you CAN'T trust everyone.
This year i Also have lost someone who meant the world to me, he was my best friend, my brother, MY COUSIN.
Everytime i do something it reminds me of him
R.I.P Eddie<3
Here's a little something i wrote for him on a poster surrounded by pics of him
Since the day you were born you were my best friend, my brother, my cousin.
You always used to make us laugh with all your pranks, like the day you bought a universal remote for the tv and hid behind the couch and started changing the channels and i thought there was a ghost in my house and i started crying.
Also the summers you spent with us and the times we used to go to the river with everyone and all the memories we made i will never forget. God put you in our lives
so we will never forget that you brought us so much joy for so many years. God took you so that you wouldn't suffer. Every time i feel the wind i smile because i know you're around me taking care of me. We will always remember the things we did together
but we will never forget you!
WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MAY YOU REST IN PEACE!!!<3
I will never forget him. EVER!
This year has been so rough and when i told myself
that things couldn't get worse, i didn't think they actually would.
But all I can do is have faith and hope that on the 26th when i make my wish on my 24th b-day i can actually, not wish, but hope for better days.
Thank you God for keeping me strong, because i know you can't give me
what i cannot handle and you are teaching how to be strong, although at times i just wanna give up, I CAN'T AND WONT!
XoXo<3