THE LOOONG JOURNEY

WELL. I GUESS THIS IS WHERE I BEGIN TO TELL
YOU WHAT MY JOURNEY IS ABOUT....
OKAY SO MY WEIGHT AND I FIGHT ALL THE TIME
ITS A CONSTANT UP AND DOWN BATTLE
BUT LATELY I'VE BEEN WINNING
IM SO HAPPY
I WORKOUT RIGHT
I DONT DRINK
I DONT SMOKE(NEVER DID)
AND I DONT DRINK SODA(HARD AS HELL TO DROP THIS HABIT)...
:)
IM A WATER LOVER!!!
ANYWAYS SO FAR I'VE LOST AT LEAST 16 POUNDS IN LESS THAN ONE MONTH
I MEAN IF YOU ASK ME
SO FAR SO GOOD RIGHT??
I TRY NOT TO SNACK SO MUCH
AND I LOVE RUNNING NOW :)
ANYWAYS....THIS IS A LOOONG JOURNEY IM LOOKING FORWARD TO...
WAIT...THIS AND FALLING IN LOVE
BUT SERIOUSLY THIS NEW BOY HAS A HOLD ON ME :(
IM SO SCARED....
BUT IM HAPPY..... AND I GOTTA KEEP THINKING POSITIVE
NOT ALL GUYS ARE ASSHOLES IVE LEARNED THAT FOR A FACT:)

MY LIFE AS OF NOW

SO I HAVEN'T WRITTEN ABOUT MY SUCCESS
THAT'S BECAUSE THEY'RE HASN'T BEEN ANY IN THE PAST LOL
THAT'S EXACTLY WHY I'M TAKING IT ONE STEP AT A TIME
WELL I SENT OUT MY PAPERS FOR STATE BOARD EXAM
TO FINALLY GET MY COSMETOLOGY LICENSE!
I'M SUPER EXCITED
SO AS OF NOW I'M GONNA STUDY STUDY STUDY!
I'M GONNA PASS I KNOW IT :)
WELL I'M PRAYING THAT I DO...
AND GOD LOVES ME
LATELY EVERYTHING HAS STARTED GOING MY WAY...
I HAVE THIS AMAZING THING TO LOOK FORWARD TO
AND EVERYDAY THERE IS ALWAYS THAT BOY THAT
PUTS THAT HUMONGOUS SMILE ON MY FACE:)
WELL I CANT WAIT FOR MY LIFE TO FINALLY COME TOGETHER
JUST LIKE I DESERVE....
BUT SOON IT WILL NO LONGER BE "ME"
IT'LL BE ABOUT "US"
OH AND I REALLY STOPPED DRINKING!
AND I'VE LOST 14 POUNDS!!!!
THOSE WORKOUTS ARE REALLY WORKING:)
SO STAY TUNED MY LOVES :)
AHH I LOVE MY LIFE :)

LETTING GO NEVER FELT THIS GOOD!
YESTERDAY I WAS BITCHING AND CRYING OVER SOMETHING
SO STUPID!!!
EVERYONE CHOOSES WHAT THEY WANNA DO WITH THEIR OWN LIVES
SO HERES TO GROWING UP
FUCKING UP
AND LAUGHING IT AWAY





LOOK ALIKES???

100 "TRUTHS"

1. Name
BARBARA T. GARCIA

2. Last phone call
DAD

3. Last text message was from who?
ROLLO :)

4. Last song you listened to?
JAY SEAN-DOWN

5. Last time you cried
SERIOUSLY SUNDAY MY CHEST HURT SO BADDD
I HAD A PAIN IN MY CHEST AND SERIOUSLY COULDNT BRIEFFFF


HAVE YOU EVER:


6. Dated someone twice
UGH YES

7. Been cheated on
YESS<-- THE RISKS OF LOVE

8. Kissed someone & regretted it
NOPE NEVER

9. Lost someone special
YES :(

10. Been depressed?
REALLY.... I NEED MEDS

11. Been drunk and threw up
HAHA YES...THOSE DAMN GOOD BUT ROUGH TIMES

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)


15. Made new friends
YEP :)

16. Fallen in love?
IDK :(

17. Laughed until you cried?
HAHA WHEN DONT I

18. Met someone who changed you?
NOT REALLY CHANGED ME MORE LIKE MADE ME BETTER

19. Find out who your true friends were?
OH HECK YESS

20. Found out someone was talking about you?
YEAH BUT WHO CARES LET THEM TALK I KNOW MYSELF
AND I FEEL BAD FOR THOSE STUPID PEOPLE WHO
BELIEVE IT THEY'RE MISSING OUT ON A GREAT FRIEND :)

21. Kissed someone on your top friends list
YES

22. What do you want to be when you're older?
I AM OLDER AND IM NOT QUITE THERE YET

23. How many children do you want?
AS MANY AS GOD GIVES ME :) THATS IF THE ECONOMY GETS ANY BETTER

24. Do you have any pets?
YES A DOG

25.u want to change your name
NOPE BARBIE IS FINE

26. What did you do for your last birthday
UMMM GOT WASTTTEEEDDDDD

28. What were you doing at 12 last night
SLEEPIN I THINK

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for.
SCHOOL AND SUCCESS

30. Last time you saw your Mother?
RIGHT NOW ...OH THERE SHE IS AGAIN

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself?
APPEARANCE

32.What are you listening to right now?
RIHANNA

33. Have you ever eaten broccoli?
YES

34. Anything getting on your nerves right now?
NOPE

35.Most visited website?
UMMM HTTP://BARBIEDOLLTHINKS.BLOGSPOT.COM

36. Whats your real name?
BARBARA

37. Nicknames
BARBIE.....STINKY(WHY?).....CHUBBY.....BABY.....GREÑUDA....
FEA....MENSA....THE LIST GOES ON
AND I JUST REALIZED...
HOOWWW SADD!

38. Ever wanted to kill someone?
I REALLY WOULDNT :)

41. Junior High school ________
MISSION MIDDLE

42. High School ________
RUBIDOUX HIGH


43. College _________
MARINELLO SCHOOL OF BEAUTY


44. Hair color
DARKISH BROWN


49. Piercings
3 ON EACH EAR
TONGUE COMING SOON :)

50. Tattoos
NONE YET

51. Righty or lefty
RIGHTY DUHH

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery
7TH GRADE

53. First piercing
EARS

54. First best friend
MARIA GARCIA

55. First vacation
MEXICO DUHHH

56. First crush
JORGE EL BAILARIN LOL

CURRENTLY:


58.Thinking
THIS SONG IS TIIIIIGHHTTT

59. Eating
NOTHING THROAT IS SWOLLEN AND HURTS

60. Drinking
NOTHING

61. I'm about to
BOB MY HEAD LOL

62. Listening to
THIS SONG DUH

63. Waiting on
LIFE TO COME TOGETHER SLOWLY

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?
OF COURSE :)

65. Get married:
IF IT HAPPENS :D

66. Careers in mind:
HAIR SALON OWNER:)

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes
LIPS

68. Hugs or kisses..
HUGS W/ KISSES

69.Shorter or taller
IT REALLY DOESNT MATTER :)

71. Romantic or spontaneous
BOTH!!

72. Nice stomach or nice arm
ARMS

73. Sensitive or loud
SENSITIVE

74. Hook ups or relationship?
RELATIONSHIPS!

75. Trouble maker or hesitant
UMMM IDK

HAVE YOU EVER :


76. Kissed a stranger?
I THINK SO

77. Drank Liquor
YESSSS

78. Lost glasses/​​contacts
YESS

80. Broken someone's heart
NOPE

81. Had your own heart broken
OH YES AND ITS SILLY NOW

82. Been arrested
HAHA NOPE

83. Turned someone down?
YES

84. Cried when someone died
DUHH :(

85. Been to jail
NOPEEE


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:


86. Yourself
SOMETIMES

87. Miracles
YESSS

88. Love at first sight.
NOPE

89. heaven
DUH

90. Santa Claus
HAHA IDK ABOUT THAT ONE

91. Kissing on the first date
SOMETIMES IF THE TIME IS RIGHT

92. Angels
YES

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:


93. Is there one person you want to be with more than anything?
YES

94. Had more than one boyfriend/ girlfriend at one time?
NOPE

95. Did you sing today?
YES I ALWAYS DO

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?
WHEN BOYS HAD COOTIES!

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?
UMMM MIDDLE OF JULY

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?
YES

100. Posting this as 100 truths
I GUESS

doctor visits

are always scaryyy
but i have a mean throat infection and
my lungs were getting tight from my asthma
blegh i hate being sick




R.I.P MS. STACI-DELLA ROCCO
I WILL NEVER FORGET MY 4 YEARS WITH YOU
SINGING MY HEART OUT:)
LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL FOREVER BE MISSED

DAVIDS WORDS OF WISDOM

The most noticeable things in life go unoticed.
The things people need to talk about, but just never do.
You can look at it plain in the eye,
and it runs through your head over and over and over again.
But we choose not to listen.
We choose to never bring up the subjects that we feel will bring us down.
We feel to sometimes not state the obvious.
To just let things happen.
Why be afraid to bring up something that has somewhat of a chance to make it better?
Why fall, and decide you don't want to be helped up at this moment.
Don't stay down, get back up.
You never know what opportunities are flying over your head while you're on the ground.
When you do decide to get back up, you better hope it's not too late.
Because opportunities will leave you as fast as a person will.



BY DAVID WEDGE :)

PSH

THEY SAY THE WORST PAIN FOR A GIRL
IS LABOR
HMMMM MAYBE THEY SHOULD TRY THE WORD HEARTBREAK

R.I.P JUANITO

ONE OF MY 3 GUARDIAN ANGELS :)
IM LUCKY I HAVE 3 BUT THIS ONE IS ONE OF A KIND
JUANITO TODAY MAKES 3 YEARS SINCE WE HAVENT SEEN YOUR FACE
BUT ITS OKAY BECAUSE I KNOW YOURE IN A BETTER PLACE
EVERYDAY THAT GOES BY WE REMEMBER THE MEMORIES WE SHARED
THE LAUGHS AND THE DAY YOU TOLD MY SISTER YOU LOVED HER HAHA
MAN, WE WERE ALWAYS SO CLOSE
OUR FAMILIES DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER
TIME HAS PASSED BUT WE WILL NEVER FORGET THE WAY YOU ALWAYS HAD US LAUGHING
YOU WILL FOREVER BE IN OUR HEARTS
EVERYONE YOU MET HAVE YOUR FOOTPRINTS ON THEIR HEARTS
I MET YOU WHEN I WAS 5 AND I KNEW THEN I'D NEVER FORGET YOU
I REMEMBER THE DAY YOU TOLD THAT STUPID MEAN GIRL IF HER HAND WAS BIGGER THAN HER FACE SHE HAD CANCER
AND WHEN YOU SMACKED HER, HER NOSE STARTED BLEEDING
AND WE COULDNT STOP LAUGHING BECAUSE
SHE HAD IT COMING
LOL
I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR MIDGET AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE OUR
JUANITO
LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS :)

THE UGLY TRUTH

GOOD MOVIE :D
WELL DEPENDS WHO YOU GO WITH
LOL
I FELT ADVENTUROUS TODAY OH MAN NEVER SEEN MY LITTLE CAR
OFFROAD LOL
MY F.B. IS FUNNY :)
NOW I GOT MY HEAD IN THE CLOUDS
AHH I LIKE THIS FEELING

DRAKE FALLS :(

MADE ME CRY

BROKEN HEARTED GIRL

it hurts so much to look at you and not be able to say hello
in a way its good because it'd hurt even more to JUST say hello
i miss you so much and its so hard to function sometimes
when a song or something someone says reminds me of you :(
my sister knows what im going through and its a good thing
because then i'd be going through this alone
every time i see you my eyes get teary
but i never did anything for you to just neglect me this way
i was always there for you
always cared for you
and was always that ear that would listen
but i guess you wanted things differently :(
we always thought we'd be better off as friends and it shouldve stayed that way
the first time we decided it wouldnt work out
because now the pain is killing me
im starting to hate myself for letting it get this far
for some reason i never knew i'd develop this many feelings for you
but i was so wrong
:(
gosh i hate this feeling.......
but like i said life goes on
never thought it'd go on without you<--- isnt that from a song??
lol anyways ...
im tired of my emotions taking over every time i see you
its not worth it when you dont even care
its hard to say i dont care because of my humongous stupid heart
but what can i say thats just me
well im waiting for that someday when someone will come along
and appreciate me
i thought you did but DAMN was i wrong

RANDOM-ISH THOUGHTS

DESTINY'S CHILD
I SEE MYSELF IN A LOT OF THEIR SONGS :)
ITS CRAZY HOW THEY BROKE UP SO LONG AGO BUT I STILL
FIND THEIR MUSIC AMAZING
THEY WROTE A LOT OF GOOD SONGS
I MEAN DON'T GET ME WRONG BEYONCE IS PRETTY GOOD
BUT THEY WERE BETTER ALL TOGETHER
ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS WAS "CATER 2 U"
AHHH IT SOUNDS LIKE SOMETHING I'D DO FOR A GUY
WHY DO I SPOIL THESE UNGRATEFUL JERKS?! HAHA

ANYWAY, MOVING ON ....


SO MY SISTER WAS SUPPOSED TO TAKE ME TO THE LIL WAYNE AND DRAKE YOUNG MONEY CONCERT
BUT I TOLD HER A LITTLE LATE :(
NOW I HAVE TO SUFFER LOL
AND SEE IF THEY OUT OF NOWHERE COME UP WITH A NEW ONE
HAHA KEEP DREAMING RIGHT? LOL


and....MOVING ON




I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO A LOT OF SPANISH MELLOW MUSIC
MAN ITS SO RELAXING YOU SHOULD TRY IT :)
I NEED TO LET OUT A GOOD CRY
BUT FOR SOME REASON WHEN I WANT TO ITS AT THE MOST RANDOM TIMES LOL
AND I DON'T WANT TO BE LOOKED AT OR KNOWN AS THE "WEEPER"
LOL
UGH MAN SO MUCH CRAZINESS HAS GONE ON AND
I MANAGE TO GET THROUGH IT
SO NOW I HAVE MY MINDSET ON IF SOMETHING I'VE GONE THROUGH
HASNT STOPPED ME NOTHING WILL :)

xOxO ALWAYS ALWAYS SMILE :)xOxO