Wednesday, March 11, 2009

KEEP IN MIND THAT IM NOT 2 TIMING
IM TALKING TO THESE GUYS K?!


okay so theres these 2 boys
lets call them apple and lettuce haha
apple is sometimes very immature but when he's around me hes super sweet
and i fall for it everytime i mean he doesnt care when his friends are around
but its like a whatever good
but then we're not together and he's like "i dont care what you do"
or "dont wait for me, get a boyfriend if you want"
but on friday nights when i go out he questions everything
who im with, what im doing, WHY IM THERE!?.
why ask if you dont care!!!
he'll forget about me but when he wants me around he calls me
and expects me to be there when he acts like he does nothing wrong!
okay now lettuce
he' so so sweet and caring and he always wants to know how im doing
HE HAS MY HEART!!!
but theres times when he just straight out acts like a jerk
and he wont acknowledge that i'm probbaly the only person that'll put up with his
shit! lol i mean hes amazing but at times he confuses me he acts like he wants to be with me but then a new girl notices him and its goodbye barbie.
when she plays him he wants me to be there for him
and i dont mind because i love being there for people
but it makes me feel crappy that a bitch is treating him like this!
and he doesnt care that im the only one who will ever notice him
the same with apple ugghhh
im so confused!
and lettuce will make plans with me but then he'll leave me hanging for his "other" girlfriends
he left me hanging on my birthday and sometimes i call him and he says "im with my friend its her birthday" wtf?! did you forget that im probably the only girl that sticks around after all the shit you put her through
i mean you've said sorry for it but keep doing it! idk
maybe i need to stop talking to these jerks
oh and apple he screws around with other girls and
thinks its okay!?
why treat me like your gf when im not!
if you want it to be that way then let me know and maybe it'll be different

Monday, March 9, 2009

LAWRENCE A.K.A EL

HAHAHAHA SO THIS ISNT THE BEST PIC OF HIM
BUUUUUTTT HE IS ONE OF THE MOST AMAZINGLY
CARING AND SOMETIMES ANNOYING GUYS THAT I KNOW
HE MAKES ME CRY HE MAKES ME LAUGH
BUT MOST OF ALL HE MAKES ME SMILE
HES A GREAT LISTENER AND HAS THE BEST ADVICE
I DUNNO SOMETIMES I'D BE LOST WITHOUT HIM
BUT YEA HE HAS MY HEART FROM DAY ONE
ALWAYS WILL =]
HE KNOWS IT



yup
for some reason at times i've tried to get rid of him
especially when he confuses meee =/
and its hard hahaha
because even though he gets me down he can
pick me up from it
=]
i can always count on him for anything
the smile on my face is usually from him but
im glad we're friends
God knew i needed someone like him in my life


bahahaha




hahaha okay so i recently
started this obsession with hello kitty
its super cute
my rearview mirror is hello kitty =]
but anyways

4 hours to see her ARITI my little cousin
she's a huge part of my life =]
she always reminds me how much she loves me
and how much she looks up to me we're more than cousins
shes my sister =]
we're silly and obnoxious when we're together
but everyone loves us haha
im her diary shes mine
my world my heart my cousin =]
hope
this pic says it all hahahahaha
jk so i get bored what else do i do
take pics of random things im awesome dude
so im working on my confidence and whatnot and i think
im getting the hang of it
=]
i guess loving myself isnt so hard after all



Friday, March 6, 2009

MIMS

OKAY SO I OFFICIALLY SAW MY FIRST
FAMOUS PERSON EVER AND LOVED HIM
HE WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES AT FIRST I WAS
STAR STRUCK
BUT THEN I REALIZED HES A PRETTY HUMBLE
DUDE HE PLAYED BASKETBALL IN THE RHS VS. 99.1
GAME AND IT WAS COO
HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND MY BROTHR AND TOLD HIM
"DAMN DUDE IM OUTTA SHAPE"
LOL
FUNNY STUFF BUT HE HAS AN AMAZING SMILE =]
CUTE GUY I'D SAY BUT I SNAPPED
A QUICK PIC OF HIM =]

Photobucket

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

BLAME IT

Jamie Foxx ft. T-Pain NEW MUSIC VIDEO "Blame It"


"BLAME IT" on this song
i feel like drinking haha
except for the slutty parts lol
but it love it, when it comes on i start dancing
=]
im in a good mood =]
basketball is helping me loose weight =]
clay park i luff you lol
after all the stupid things i did when i drank
i dont blame it on the ah,ah,ah,ah,ah,alcohol
good times good times
hahaha =]

<3RADIO KILLAAA

Rockin' That Thang


HAHA MAN HIS VOICE JUST GETS ME
HES AWESOME
I LOVE LOVE HIS MUSIC
AHHH =]

Monday, March 2, 2009

<3family, life

why is it?
why is it that when things always start coming together
something always goes wrong?
shit gets rough and im tired of dealin
its crazy how things can change form one minute to another
i think im gonna relapse
seriously all this stress is making me break out
i dont feel like looking pretty for anyone anymore and
its sad that when you trust someone with your all they go
and screw you over this goes for family, "friends"
wtff is that about?!
weird idk who to trust anymore =[
my heart/head/body hurts and
i let all this happen to me thats why!
fuck everyone someone buy me a book thats called
how to be a bitch for dummies i need it