sister

what can i say....
shes my big sister
she's everything i ever wanted to be
she's a single parent,works hard for her shit
ms.independent
everything she does makes me proud
i look up to her a lot
she deserves everything she has &&
has been put through hell to get it but
shes a fighter && nothing stops her
i love her with every inch of my heart
from the time she tried to stab me in the neck
with a screwdriver to the time she talked shit to people for me lol
(i dont speak up for myself)
we're total opposites which is why it used to be so hard
for us to get along
but i don't know what i'd do without her...
shes my life.my heart.my other half.
everytime somethings wrong she's there when noone else is
shes my shoulder to cry on.better yet my box of klennex haha
i love her && without her i'd be lost

thoughts

man youre racing through my mind like a horse on a track
its weird because at first i thought these feelings were wack
but now i know if you stay or you dont
you touched my life and forget you i wont
my heart skips beats and i get butterflies
oh you make me feel so high in the sky
the first time i saw you you caught my eye
you probably get that a lot because youre a funny guy
youre smile and your words bring me up from any fall
and you got me tripping even though youre not that tall :](lol)
driving to your house my stomach's twistin and turning
because im finally gonna be in those arms that im yearning
you work your magic with me i feel like im heaven
and you're on my damn mind 24/7
sorry i had to do this and go on and write this
but i think youre that thing, you know my 11:11 wish

davids words

of inspiration...
Don't get down because of things around you..
Don't get down because someone hurt you..
Don't get down because maybe everything in life is going absolutely as wrong as it could possibly go right now..
Don't get down because you see no hope left..
Don't lessen yourself to do things that you know are wrong and that you are doing them based off hate...
Don't be down because maybe someone just made you mad..
Look up... Look to the future..
You don't need any of those things bringing you down..
because you're better than that.. these words are spoke to no one in particular..
but to people who just maybe feel lost..
-David




^^^^that was written by one of the sweetest boys i met when my brother coached at kaiser.
his words are unique i love this kidd
david wedge mad props :]

i need to

i realized ive been worrying too much about these dumb
boys that come and go and not really giving my poetry too much thought
well its backto my notebook =]
gotta grab that pen and paper
ive been going through some stuff and need to let it out

my buddy

oh my gosh how i love this monkey haha
ive had BOBO since i was 10
wherever i go,he goes
lol he's my road dawggg or monkey haha
lately ive been holding him tight
and he lets me cry on his shoulder
always makes me feel a little better
cant wait to give him to my own kids one day =]
haha
seriously you might say he's STUFFED monkey
but i know everyone has something special theyve had most of their life and will never give it up for anything
HE HAD MANY NAMES
BUT BOBO JUST STUCK HAHA
im 21 and not ashamed to say hes a treasure in my life
he only has one eye but hes still pimpin

<3

that is one dirrrty mirror!!!!
lol
thats all

LUCKY

LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONNGGG!!!