<3 forever & ever?

im starting to believe that the word
forever
does exist

hmhm

if you wanna get somewhere
you have to push yourself stop relying on others
trust yourself or you wont get anywhere

questions

Do you lick your lips?
-HMM WHEN I DONT MOISTURIZE LOL

How much money have you spent today?
- LIKE 12 BUCKS LOL

What's something you really want right now?
-FOR US TO GET SOMEWHERE THIS TIME :)

How do you feel about your hair right now?
-I LOVE IT BUT IT NEEDS A RETOUCH

What was the first thing you did this morning?
-HMMM LOOKED AT MY PHONE AND WENT BACK TO SLEEP

Are you going to be one hundred percent honest?
-YES

If your girlfriend/ boyfriend broke up with you tonight, what would you do?
-DONT HAVE ONE

Are you going to be home tonight?
-I AM HOME

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
-NO I SAY HI BACK LOL

Do you like being alone?
-NOT REALLY

Does your profile song have a meaning?
-UMMM NO

Has the opposite ever written you a poem?
-YEAH IT WAS FUNNY

What do you hear right now?
-SOME BRITISH DUDE ON TV

Do you give out second chances too easily?
-I HAVE BEFORE.... BUT THERES THAT ONE PERSON YOU'LL ALWAYS FORGIVE

If you died today would your life be complete?
-IF HE DECIDES TO KEEP ME AROUND YES

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
-YES

Is there anything you need to tell anyone?
-ALREADY DID BUT IF HE DOESNT GET IT...I LOVE HIM

Can you play pool?
-I SUCK LOL

Last person you talked on the phone with?
-BJ

Are you ticklish?
-VERY

Last time you cried?
-UMMM WHEN I SAW THE BLINDSIDE

Have you ever felt like you weren't good enough?
- YES MANY TIMES

Are you a jealous person?
-NEVER

Everyone deserves a second chance, right?
-DEPENDS

Do you dislike it when people don't show emotion?
- THATS WHO THEY ARE SO NO BUT I LIKE SEEING EMOTIONS

Are you afraid to fall in love?
- I NEVER FELL OUT OF IT

How many windows are open on your computer?
-UMM 2

Do you like ice cream?
-FOR SURE :)

How many pillows do you sleep with?
-5

Would you ever get your stomach pierced
-NO

Who were you with last night?
-MYSELF

Does anyone know your password besides you?
-YES

Do you want to see somebody right now?
-YES


Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
-YES

Ever licked someone's cheek?
-HAHAHA YES

How often do you talk on the phone?
-UMMM NOT OFTEN

Last person you were on the phone with for more than 20 minutes?
-UMMM SHAWN??

Where were you at 9 am this morning?
-UMMM SLEEPING

Would you rather name your child Michelle or Monica?
-NEITHER I LIKE WEIRD NAMES

Has anyone ever told you that you and an (ex) looked alike?
-UGH YES SO FUCKIN ANNOYING

Do you like Red Bull?
-YESSS!

Your ex calls wanting to hang out. What do you do?
-MY LAST EX FUCK NO

Where did you get the pants your wearing?
-AT THE STORE

Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
-UMMM LEMME CHECK.... NOPE

Would you rather be called baby or honey?
-BARBIE BOO LOL JK IDC

Are you unhappy with someone right now?
-NOPE

Have your friends ever randomly stopped by your house?
-YES

Are you a mean person?
-HAHAHAHA I WISH I WAS

What's something you do when your mad?
-PUNCH WALLS ..NO JOKE

Is your best friend in love with someone?
-IDK SEEMS LIKE IT

Do you know anyone named Matt?
-YES I WUV HIM

Would you ever get a tattoo?
-YES!

Do you wish you had more money?
-YES A LOT OF IT ... WELL JUST ENOUGH SO I CAN PAY STUFF

Is there someone you just CANNOT stand?
-YES

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
-UMMM NEPHEW

Is anything bothering you?
-NO

Do you have a best friend?
-A FEW

If you found out that you were going to be a parent, what would you do?
-YAY!

What does your most recent text message say?
-HAVE A GOODNIGHT BLAH BLAH

Do you currently have a crush on someone? Or any feelings at all?
-ALWAYS HAVE :)

Could you forgive your bestfriend for sleeping with your bf/gf?
-FUCK NO

What sport do you enjoy watching?
-ALL OF THEM!

Do you like country music?
-SOME

CANT

CANT IS A WORD THAT ISNT EVER GONNA STOP ME
I USED TO TELL MYSELF I COULDNT DO ANYTHING
MY SELF ESTEEM WAS SO LOW I DID NOTHING
BUT PUT MYSELF DOWN...
I WAS TOO BUSY TRYING TO LOVE SOMEONE ELSE
WHEN I COULDNT LOVE MYSELF....
ANTHONY TOLD ME
"YOU CANT LOVE SOMEONE ELSE IF YOU DONT LOVE YOURSELF"
WHICH IS VERY TRUE...
I'VE STARTED TO GAIN A LITTLE SELF CONFIDENCE AND ITS WRKING SLOWLY BUT
SURELY...
THANK GOD FOR THE POSITIVE PEOPLE I SURROUND MYSELF WITH
I LOVE YOU ALL
YOU LIFT MY SPIRITS EVERYDAY
AND IM GLAD FOR IT... YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE :)

STATE BOARD

HMMM WHERE TO BEGIN...
WELL I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR A WHILE NOW TO GET MY STATE BOARD DATE
TO GET MY LICENSE IN COSMETOLOGY...
SO I GET MY DATE FINALLY
NOV. 19TH 09
I WAS SO EXCITED
TIL THEY TELL ME I CANT TAKE IT CUZ THEY DIDNT RESERVE
MY KIT...
WHICH IS DUMB CUZ I DIDNT HAVE TO THE FIRST TIME!
UGHH SOMETHING ALWAYS GOES WRONG
I WAS BUMMED OUT CUZ I FEEL LIKE I'VE DISAPPOINTED
MY PARENTS ONCE AGAIN... SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE A LOSER
BUT I STRIVE EVERYDAY AND I CONTINUE TO DO WHAT I LOVE
WHICH IS HAIR
AND NOT TO TOOT MY OWN HORN, BUT
I DO A PRETTY DAMN GOOD JOB...
AND I HOPE SOMEDAY TO BE ONE OF THE BEST....
BUT NOW I HAVE TO RE-APPLY AND WAIT 2 MONTHS :(
IT BROKE MY HEART TO HEAR THAT
SO IN THE PAST MONTH
LETS SEE I'VE HAD MY TOUGH MOMENTS
I MEAN ITS ALWAYS HARD TO HEAR SOMEONE CHEATED ON YOU RIGHT?
WELL IT WAS TOUGH TO HEAR SPECIALLY FROM HIM
FOR SOMEONE WHO SAID THEY HAD THEIR SHIT TOGETHER
HE WAS RIGHT BUT HE FORGOT TO ADD BULL PART OF THE SHIT LOL
ANYWAYS MY LIFE IS PERFECT WITHOUT HIM
I DO GET LONELY AT TIMES BUT IM BETTER OFF
I KNOW IM A GOOD PERSON AND I DONT DESERVE THAT
I HAVE TO FOCUS ON MY SUCCESS....
AND IM STRIVING EVERYDAY
SO YEAH NEED ANY BEAUTY TIPS OR TO GET YOUR HAIR DONE
LET ME KNOW IM YOUR GIRL :) WELL NOT LITERALLY

ONE LESS LONELY GIRL

oh miii goodness this kid has some lungs :)
i love this song



anyways i wish guys thought more like this
the world would be such a better place
and there would be less jerks haha
we could use a little less right?

ALREADY GONE

I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE TRY TO STAY IN YOUR LIFE
WHEN IT FEELS LIKE THEY'RE NOT THERE AT ALL
DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SAYING??
IT SUCKS THAT THE PEOPLE YOU TRUST WITH YOUR SOUL
TURN AROUND AND BITE YOU IN THE ASS
IN THE END... YOU LEARN TO LET SHIT GO
EVEN IF ITS THE TOUGHEST
I ALWAYS TALK ABOUT HOW WEAK OF A PERSON I AM
BUT IN REALITY IM NOT
I SEE ALL THE SHIT I'VE BEEN THROUGH
AND NOT ONE THING HAS KNOCKED ME DOWN SO LOW
I'VE WANTED TO GIVE UP AND JUST FORGET
BUT WHAT THE POINT...
LIFE IS TOO PRECIOUS ITS A GIFT FROM GOD
AND GIVING UP IS LIKE SLAPPING HIM IN THE FACE
AND HE WRITES OUR LIFE STORIES SO WHY GIVE UP SO SOON??
I'M 22 AND LIFE IS JUST BEGINNING
NOBODY IS WORTH ALL THESE TEARS OR SADNESS ...
TIME TO START ANEW NEW ME YEH BUDDY :D