alone

theres nothing you cant do alone :]
trust me
i know im a strong person deep down
and i know i can get through this alone

YUP

EVERYTHING

I BELIEVE EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON :]
YUPP...
ITS TRUEEE
THATS HOW WE ALL LEARN OUR LESSONS
AHH IVE BEEN SICK LATELY FOR LIKE 2 WEEKS
AND I WENT TO THE DOCTOR YESTERDAY FINALLY
WELL I WAS RIGHT IT WAS MY ASTHMA :[
I FEEL LIKE A FAT KID THAT JUST RAN A MILE
ITS COOL I GOT NEW MEDS AND GOT UPGRADED TO A NEW INHALER LOL
JK
WHATEVER ANYWAYS
I MISS MY MENSO
DANNGGGG!!!!

DOMINIC CRUZ A.K.A DOM

THIS GUY

ONE OF THE BESTEST PEOPLE THAT HAVE WALKED
INTO MY LIFE.
CONSIDER HIM ONE OF MY BESTEST FRIENDS
HE IS SUCH A GOOD LISTENER
AND WHEN HE GETS MAD ITS PRETTY WEIRD
HE'S MELLOW MOST OF THE TIME
ANYWAY HES 21!!!
GONNA PARTY TONIGHT!!!
WHOHOOOOO!!!
HAHA
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING DOM
YOU KNOW THE HELL I WENT THROUGH AND CAME OUTTA
THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME
EVERY STEP OF THE WAY
LOVE YA DORK!!!

REALITY CHECK/MOVING ON

have you every wondered how hard someday it might be to loose the people you love??
i have lost many people in my life
some went to heaven, some went who knows where
but have you ever noticed when you loose someone you really love
you loose a part of yourself??
its funny because no matter who it is you always manage to make it through it all
no matter how hard the fall is.
no matter how bad someone hurt you
you always learn to let go
thats why i love the friends and family that stuck by my side
when i went through domestic violence and whatnot
these people made me strong!
but have you ever noticed how moving on seems so hard at first
but in the end its the best thing you could have ever done???
its hard to think about moving on at first but once you do it it feels so good!
so to all those people stuck in the past,
move on, because trust me
life on this side is so much better
i know the word LIFE
has so much behind it
but hey its beautiful and you only get one(unless youre a cat)
so enjoy it while it lasts :]
have fun and forget those who hurt you because in the end
theyre the ones that live with regret:]
learn how to forgive because its the first step to forgetting :]
and always ALWAYS keep GOD on your side
because he's a for sure that you will forever be strong and protected
AND keeping your head up is a must!
dont let little shit get to you
if someone doesnt want you in their life
then you damn sure dont need them in yours!
everyone is beautiful in their own way :]
remember be yourself and dont change for anyone
if they dont like you for you
they dont deserve you at all :]

MIGUELS THOUGHT

LOL...
WELL MY GOOD FRIEND MIGUEL ASKED ME "WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO"
I SAID "HMMM JUST LOOKING FOR A JOB AND A GOOD MASSAGE THERAPY SCHOOL"
HE SAID "OH YOU SHOULD WRITE THAT IN YOUR BLOG"
SO HERE I AM LOL
LOVE YA MIGUEL!!!!
ANYWAYS ITS TRUE
IM TRYING TO GET MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK
FOR SOME ODD REASON, SOMETHING ALWAYS
GETS IN THE WAY OF THAT!!
:/
BUT IM DONE WITH THE BULLSHIT
GOTTA GET MY LIFE TOGETHER SOMETIME
AND THAT TIME HAS COME
CANT SIT HERE WASTING MY TIME ON POINTLESS
LOADS OF CRAP THATS JUST GONNA PILE UP LATER
I GUESS COSMETOLOGY WASNT ENOUGH, DONT GET ME WRONG
I LOVE IT
BUT I NEED SOMETHING ELSE TO DO
HMMM LETS SEE HOW GOOD I DO :]

I LOVE MY LAKERS!!!

I ALWAYS HAD FAITH

AND ALWAYS WILL!!!!
LOVE THEM!!!