rehab

rehab isnt giving up
its just a step to better yourself
im actually a fun sober person

and never actually realized it
im happier now and i see life different
im trying to fix my broken life
and im tired of complaining when im not doing
anything to make it better
ahhhhhh it just feels good
i'll go back to drinking someday
when im more grown up about it
and i learn how to control it
but as of now....i have a looooong way to go =/
gosh i was so stupid...but thats just lessons learned
drinking excessively with no limits what the hell was i thinking?!
oh my gosh thats the point...i wasnt =[
but hey this is a brighter side of me
and for everyone i hurt while i was drunk
im so sorry
God knows my intentions werent to hurt you...
im ready to grow up(not in height) but mentally lol
i love being silly sober little brown me =]

this is my own rehab =]