WHY?

THE ONLY QUESTION I KEEP ASKING MYSELF IS WHY??
IM SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT WHY YOU CONTINUE TO HURT ME
WHY???
I CANT CONTINUE THIS FRIENDSHIP IF EVEN WHEN
WE'RE JUST FRIENDS YOU HURT ME
YOURE MY BEST FRIEND, EVEN AFTER
WHAT WE TRIED TO MAKE OF OUR FRIENDSHIP DIDNT WORK OUT
I STUCK AROUND AND WATCHED YOU GET HURT BY SOMEONE ELSE
HELPED YOU GET THROUGH IT EVEN THOUGH IT HURT ME TO SEE YOU GET HURT
WHEN YOU'D COME TO ME TALKING ABOUT A NEW GIRL
WHY DID I SIT THERE AND LET YOU??
MAYBE BECAUSE I WAS HAPPY YOU TRUSTED ME ENOUGH TO TELL YOU.
ONCE YOURE OVER THEM IM BACK IN THE PICTURE
WHY???
DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF??
I WANTED TO HANG OUT WITH YOU TODAY...
TEXT YOU TO SEE IF IT WAS FINE AND YOU REPLY WITH
IM KINDA INVOLVED WITH SOMEONE AND I DONT WANT THINGS TO BE LIKE BEFORE
AND YOU EXPECT ME NOT TO FEEL LIKE SOMEONE PUNCHED ME IN THE FACE?
I NEVER SHUT YOU OUT OF MY LIFE NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO OR SAY TO ME!
I GUESS THIS IS WHERE I SHOULD THINK ABOUT THE PEOPLE I TRUST WITH MY HEART THAT KEEP SLAMMING IT ON THE FUCKING FLOOR
YOU, BEING MY BEST FRIEND, OF ALL PEOPLE I DIDNT EXPECT YOU TO

ONLY THING I CAN ASK MYSELF IS WHY???


WHEN YOURE READY FOR SOMETHING REAL...
OR SOMEONE THAT WONT EVER HURT YOU OR LIE TO YOU
MAYBE THATS WHEN YOU SHOULD CALL ME
UNTIL THEN GET OVER YOURSELF