CONFUSED

con·fused (kn-fyzd)
adj.
1. Being unable to think with clarity or act with understanding and intelligence.
2.
a. Lacking logical order or sense: a confused set of instructions.
b. Chaotic; jumbled: a confused mass of papers on the floor.


OR



not knowing what the fuck to think or do
heehee



well theres this guy, i flipped out at him
for no reason at all...
well actually i've been stressed out trying to make some decisions
that might or might not change my life drastically
:/
and yesterday i lashed out at him
because he hung up on me
so when he called me and i hung up on him...
blah blah blah
anyways
i felt like it was the right thing at the time
because i didnt wanna deal with noones bull
i dont need it , especially right now
but then he said "2 wrongs dont make a right"
he was so right :[
i feel like such a selfish bitch
he didnt deserve it
and i apologized but i was so messed up
at the time he didnt care to listen :[
i feel like such a bitch for the first time in my life
i hope i dont loose him
why do we lash out at the people who are there
most of the time when noone else is?
im such a dumbass