it hurts so much to look at you and not be able to say hello
in a way its good because it'd hurt even more to JUST say hello
i miss you so much and its so hard to function sometimes
when a song or something someone says reminds me of you :(
my sister knows what im going through and its a good thing
because then i'd be going through this alone
every time i see you my eyes get teary
but i never did anything for you to just neglect me this way
i was always there for you
always cared for you
and was always that ear that would listen
but i guess you wanted things differently :(
we always thought we'd be better off as friends and it shouldve stayed that way
the first time we decided it wouldnt work out
because now the pain is killing me
im starting to hate myself for letting it get this far
for some reason i never knew i'd develop this many feelings for you
but i was so wrong
:(
gosh i hate this feeling.......
but like i said life goes on
never thought it'd go on without you<--- isnt that from a song??
lol anyways ...
im tired of my emotions taking over every time i see you
its not worth it when you dont even care
its hard to say i dont care because of my humongous stupid heart
but what can i say thats just me
well im waiting for that someday when someone will come along
and appreciate me
i thought you did but DAMN was i wrong
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