Friday, October 23, 2009

bday weekend

usually birthday's are supposed to be exciting
but this year
is probably one of the worst
i feel so alone and lost idk what else to look forward to
maybe everyone's right
i need to worry about myself for once
i've been hurt because of ignorant bitches and assholes
when all i do is sit here and do
nothing but good things
for others....
and for all you girls who think i don't like you
its not that i don't like you
you're just shady and i would rather not be friends
with someone who's not worth it and will just screw me over like everyone else
i'm the girl people usually rely on when something is wrong
the one to make you smile
but what about when i need a smile???
is anyone there for me
??
well luckily i have my second family...
a.k.a the vasquez fam
selene caesar risa lalo and anais
they're my saviors
idk where I'd be without them
oh i almost forgot gramma
and austin
but anyways...
i hope something happens ...
a miracle maybe...
cuz i'm tired of this fucking depression

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