I LOST MY RELATIONSHIP...
I LOST MY DOG...
I LOST A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE
R.I.P. BETTINA
AND I LOST MY CHANCE AT STARTING MY LIFE OVER
THIS DOESN'T MEAN MY LIFE IS OVER AT ALL
THIS MEANS I SHOULDN'T GIVE UP.
IF ANYTHING THESE THINGS SHOULD MAKE ME STRONGER,
BUT ITS KINDA HARD WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE NO SUPPORT FROM THE PEOPLE YOU CARE
THE MOST ABOUT.
I HAVE ALSO LEARNED THAT MANY OF THE PEOPLE I CALLED FRIENDS, ARE NOT.
AS I CONTINUE TO GET OLDER I LEARN THAT LIFE JUST GET HARDER.
BUT I SEE THIS AS A LONG JOURNEY THAT WONT GO THE WAY I WANT IT TO,
IF I DON'T CHASE MY DREAMS THE WAY I SHOULD.
I KNOW I GAVE UP ON MYSELF MANY TIMES, ONLY
BECAUSE I THOUGHT I WASN'T STRONG ENOUGH TO DEAL WITH THINGS.
I CONSIDERED MYSELF A WEAK PERSON.
I LOST TOUCH WITH GOD BECAUSE I WAS ASHAMED OF MYSELF.
BUT JUST BECAUSE THIS YEAR STARTED OFF BAD, DOESN'T MEAN I'M GONNA
LET IT CONTINUE THIS WAY. NOPE.
NO MORE SADNESS I HAVE TO EVENTUALLY LEARN THAT LIFE IS ALWAYS GONNA HAVE ITS DOWNFALLS,AND NO MATTER HOW HARD IT IS TO KEEP MY HEAD UP, I WILL.
I RECONNECTED MY LIFE WITH GOD &&
IT HASN'T ALL BEEN SO BAD BECAUSE I FELL IN LOVE WITH RUNNING,
WHICH MAKES ME FEEL GOOD AND PROUD OF MYSELF,
I LEARNED TO LOVE & RESPECT MYSELF.
I ALSO LEARNED THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD A PERSON HURT ME, I CAN FORGIVE THEM.
I'VE BECOME A STRONGER PERSON AND ADDED SOME CONFIDENCE TO IT.
I AM ME AGAIN!
I MISSED ME ....
BUT HERE'S TO A NEW BEGINNING,
MY STUDYING WILL PAY OFF IN JUNE HOPEFULLY AND
MY PATH TO SUCCESS WILL BE BRIGHT.
THANK YOU ALL WHO CONTINUE TO MOTIVATE ME AND PUSH ME TO BETTER MYSELF :)
GOODBYE NEGATIVITY,
HELLO HAPPY-CONFIDENT-POSITIVE BARBIE(:
Barbie, you are and will always be a great person. Life goes on, whether we want it to or not. All we can do is move along with it and hope for the best. Though we don't talk a whole lot, I'll always be there for you if you need someone to talk to. Keep strong and keep your head in the clouds. God bless you Barbie.
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:) ur a smart girl! And im sure ur going to succede in life! God is everything and he's the only person that will NEVER walk away! Faith is everything! Keep being strong and in no time Ull forget all ur bad memories! Its time to look ahead. Its crazy how u can see so many people smiling but deep inside they are tared apart....but that person only makes then amazing and ur one of them! Smile to the world and show then u can rock every single minute of ur life! Life is too short to be sad so get up and dance to the music! :)
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