<3RADIO KILLAAA

Rockin' That Thang


HAHA MAN HIS VOICE JUST GETS ME
HES AWESOME
I LOVE LOVE HIS MUSIC
AHHH =]

<3family, life

why is it?
why is it that when things always start coming together
something always goes wrong?
shit gets rough and im tired of dealin
its crazy how things can change form one minute to another
i think im gonna relapse
seriously all this stress is making me break out
i dont feel like looking pretty for anyone anymore and
its sad that when you trust someone with your all they go
and screw you over this goes for family, "friends"
wtff is that about?!
weird idk who to trust anymore =[
my heart/head/body hurts and
i let all this happen to me thats why!
fuck everyone someone buy me a book thats called
how to be a bitch for dummies i need it

rehab

rehab isnt giving up
its just a step to better yourself
im actually a fun sober person

and never actually realized it
im happier now and i see life different
im trying to fix my broken life
and im tired of complaining when im not doing
anything to make it better
ahhhhhh it just feels good
i'll go back to drinking someday
when im more grown up about it
and i learn how to control it
but as of now....i have a looooong way to go =/
gosh i was so stupid...but thats just lessons learned
drinking excessively with no limits what the hell was i thinking?!
oh my gosh thats the point...i wasnt =[
but hey this is a brighter side of me
and for everyone i hurt while i was drunk
im so sorry
God knows my intentions werent to hurt you...
im ready to grow up(not in height) but mentally lol
i love being silly sober little brown me =]

this is my own rehab =]

mhm =/

LATELY

IVE BEEN FEELING DOWN
AND ITS HARD FOR PEOPLE TO CHEER ME UP
IVE LOST MYSELF IN THIS WORLD FULL OF RANDOM FACES
AND I DUNNO WHERE I'VE BEEN
GOD HELP ME FIND MYSELF
AND KNOCK SOME SENSE INTO ME
BECAUSE RIGHT NOW IM ABOUT TO GIVE UP

=/

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I DRINK AND CANT QUIT...
SOMEONE HELP