LAWRENCE A.K.A EL

HAHAHAHA SO THIS ISNT THE BEST PIC OF HIM
BUUUUUTTT HE IS ONE OF THE MOST AMAZINGLY
CARING AND SOMETIMES ANNOYING GUYS THAT I KNOW
HE MAKES ME CRY HE MAKES ME LAUGH
BUT MOST OF ALL HE MAKES ME SMILE
HES A GREAT LISTENER AND HAS THE BEST ADVICE
I DUNNO SOMETIMES I'D BE LOST WITHOUT HIM
BUT YEA HE HAS MY HEART FROM DAY ONE
ALWAYS WILL =]
HE KNOWS IT



yup
for some reason at times i've tried to get rid of him
especially when he confuses meee =/
and its hard hahaha
because even though he gets me down he can
pick me up from it
=]
i can always count on him for anything
the smile on my face is usually from him but
im glad we're friends
God knew i needed someone like him in my life

bahahaha

hahaha okay so i recently
started this obsession with hello kitty
its super cute
my rearview mirror is hello kitty =]
but anyways

4 hours to see her ARITI my little cousin
she's a huge part of my life =]
she always reminds me how much she loves me
and how much she looks up to me we're more than cousins
shes my sister =]
we're silly and obnoxious when we're together
but everyone loves us haha
im her diary shes mine
my world my heart my cousin =]

this pic says it all hahahahaha
jk so i get bored what else do i do
take pics of random things im awesome dude
so im working on my confidence and whatnot and i think
im getting the hang of it
=]
i guess loving myself isnt so hard after all

MIMS

OKAY SO I OFFICIALLY SAW MY FIRST
FAMOUS PERSON EVER AND LOVED HIM
HE WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES AT FIRST I WAS
STAR STRUCK
BUT THEN I REALIZED HES A PRETTY HUMBLE
DUDE HE PLAYED BASKETBALL IN THE RHS VS. 99.1
GAME AND IT WAS COO
HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND MY BROTHR AND TOLD HIM
"DAMN DUDE IM OUTTA SHAPE"
LOL
FUNNY STUFF BUT HE HAS AN AMAZING SMILE =]
CUTE GUY I'D SAY BUT I SNAPPED
A QUICK PIC OF HIM =]

BLAME IT

Jamie Foxx ft. T-Pain NEW MUSIC VIDEO "Blame It"


"BLAME IT" on this song
i feel like drinking haha
except for the slutty parts lol
but it love it, when it comes on i start dancing
=]
im in a good mood =]
basketball is helping me loose weight =]
clay park i luff you lol
after all the stupid things i did when i drank
i dont blame it on the ah,ah,ah,ah,ah,alcohol
good times good times
hahaha =]

<3RADIO KILLAAA

Rockin' That Thang


HAHA MAN HIS VOICE JUST GETS ME
HES AWESOME
I LOVE LOVE HIS MUSIC
AHHH =]

<3family, life

why is it?
why is it that when things always start coming together
something always goes wrong?
shit gets rough and im tired of dealin
its crazy how things can change form one minute to another
i think im gonna relapse
seriously all this stress is making me break out
i dont feel like looking pretty for anyone anymore and
its sad that when you trust someone with your all they go
and screw you over this goes for family, "friends"
wtff is that about?!
weird idk who to trust anymore =[
my heart/head/body hurts and
i let all this happen to me thats why!
fuck everyone someone buy me a book thats called
how to be a bitch for dummies i need it

rehab

rehab isnt giving up
its just a step to better yourself
im actually a fun sober person

and never actually realized it
im happier now and i see life different
im trying to fix my broken life
and im tired of complaining when im not doing
anything to make it better
ahhhhhh it just feels good
i'll go back to drinking someday
when im more grown up about it
and i learn how to control it
but as of now....i have a looooong way to go =/
gosh i was so stupid...but thats just lessons learned
drinking excessively with no limits what the hell was i thinking?!
oh my gosh thats the point...i wasnt =[
but hey this is a brighter side of me
and for everyone i hurt while i was drunk
im so sorry
God knows my intentions werent to hurt you...
im ready to grow up(not in height) but mentally lol
i love being silly sober little brown me =]

this is my own rehab =]