I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE TRY TO STAY IN YOUR LIFE
WHEN IT FEELS LIKE THEY'RE NOT THERE AT ALL
DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SAYING??
IT SUCKS THAT THE PEOPLE YOU TRUST WITH YOUR SOUL
TURN AROUND AND BITE YOU IN THE ASS
IN THE END... YOU LEARN TO LET SHIT GO
EVEN IF ITS THE TOUGHEST
I ALWAYS TALK ABOUT HOW WEAK OF A PERSON I AM
BUT IN REALITY IM NOT
I SEE ALL THE SHIT I'VE BEEN THROUGH
AND NOT ONE THING HAS KNOCKED ME DOWN SO LOW
I'VE WANTED TO GIVE UP AND JUST FORGET
BUT WHAT THE POINT...
LIFE IS TOO PRECIOUS ITS A GIFT FROM GOD
AND GIVING UP IS LIKE SLAPPING HIM IN THE FACE
AND HE WRITES OUR LIFE STORIES SO WHY GIVE UP SO SOON??
I'M 22 AND LIFE IS JUST BEGINNING
NOBODY IS WORTH ALL THESE TEARS OR SADNESS ...
TIME TO START ANEW NEW ME YEH BUDDY :D
SO IM SUPER EXCITED!!!!
PARTY TIME WITH FAMILIA #2
CANT WAIT !!!!!!
FOR SELENES BDAY AND MINE :)
I LOVE THEM SERIOUSLY!!!!!
AND ALTHOUGH EVERYTHING MIGHT BE GOING WRONG RIGHT NOW
THEY JUST MAKE EVERYTHING FEEL SO RIGHT...
usually birthday's are supposed to be exciting
but this year
is probably one of the worst
i feel so alone and lost idk what else to look forward to
maybe everyone's right
i need to worry about myself for once
i've been hurt because of ignorant bitches and assholes
when all i do is sit here and do
nothing but good things
for others....
and for all you girls who think i don't like you
its not that i don't like you
you're just shady and i would rather not be friends
with someone who's not worth it and will just screw me over like everyone else
i'm the girl people usually rely on when something is wrong
the one to make you smile
but what about when i need a smile???
is anyone there for me
??
well luckily i have my second family...
a.k.a the vasquez fam
selene caesar risa lalo and anais
they're my saviors
idk where I'd be without them
oh i almost forgot gramma
and austin
but anyways...
i hope something happens ...
a miracle maybe...
cuz i'm tired of this fucking depression
i feel so lost right now :( i thought i had it together but i forgot my life= a disaster all because of other people fuck all of you that think youre gonna get away with it youre not
LETS SEE WHERE SHOULD I BEGIN
BESIDES WITH THE FACT THAT I WAS SCARED SHITLESS
LOL
WELL I LEARNED IF YOU IGNORE THEM, THEY LEAVE YOU ALONE.
UNTIL YOUR BIGGEST FEAR COMES UP TO YOU
A.K.A
CLOWNS
YEAH I TRIED TO KEEP IT COOL TIL THE MOTHERFUDGECAKE GOT IN MY FACE
I HYPERVENTILATED AND ENDED UP HAVING AN ASTHMA ATTACK
I FELT BAD FOR RUINING EVERYONES NIGHT :(
WHILE I WAS AT THE FIRST AID CENTER THE EXPLORED
EVERY SINGLE MAZE LOL
BUT THEY HAD FUN AND IM GLAD
I JUST WISH I COULD'VE DONE WHAT THEY COULD
EITHER WAY I LOVE THEM :)
we have the time of our liVes together
AND MORE TO COME :)
SERIOUSLY IF THIS GIRL WASNT IN MY LIFE IDK WHAt i'd DO
SHES LIKE A DAUGHTER TO ME
(ALTHOUGH SHE SPOILS ME ) LOL
HER FAMILY IS MY SECOND FAMILY
SHE IS FAMILY TO ME
IM SO GLAD TO HAVE MET THEM
THEY COMPLETE MY CIRCLE :)
ALTHOUGH WE'RE FAR APART IN AGE
SHE WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSE IN MY HEART
I LOVE HER
AND THE REST OF THE VASQUEZ CLAN :)
EVEN LITTLE DEVIL ANAIS LOL