how could you

how would you feel if i looked at you like you hurt me so bad
you missed out on the best thing you could've had
you played your game real well
and in the end all you did was put my heart through hell
it sucks that you'll never be man enough to tell me to my face
but I'll never stoop low , you're not worth the chase
its like no matter what i said or did it was never good enough
not even when i was there helping you deal with stuff
this is the last time i'll let someone play me like this
because,for once, its you that i wont miss
life feels much better without the stress
even though at times i felt like such a mess
it took me a while to finally let out my true feelings
but i'm glad i will no longer have broken wings
every word you said was nothing but a lie
but over you, again i will never cry
i have to be strong for me and stop living life for others
someone like me, you'll never find another
i thought i'd always wanna be there for you
and i want to be but its hard to do
i have to be strong for myself and not let you get to me
until then i'll just check these boys out like its a shopping spree :)
(heehee)
well life goes on and it doesnt stop for anyone
as for me life has actually just begun